im tired alr. im tired of trying to explain myself. im tired of trying to explain things to you. even talking to you requires more energy than a 1 hour long row. there’s no longer this fighting spirit in me to make our conversations any less hurting for each other. and thats because you have never once thought the problem lies with yourself. it’s always me, me and me thats in the wrong. it’s always me that is being disrespectful, me being rude, me being the unreasonable one. you have never once thought, what made me become all of these. what triggered all those rude words that just comes out of my mouth uncontrollably.
it takes both hands to clap. arguments goes both ways. nevermind it’s okay. forget it, because you will never understand that. you will always think you’re right and the whole world is wrong. thats what you always think. whatever i said is not going to make any difference anyway. this is why im always brushing you off. and this is going to be the last time im brushing you off. cos i simply give up. i dont even have the strength to even say the word ‘nevermind’ anymore. i wun say a word anymore.
i really wanna be somewhere else as far away from you as possible. just leave me alone
Every time you quit, someone else gets your prize.